Birthday Eve

So I'm sitting here with an hour and a half left of being 21. I've been doing a lot of thinking these last few days about this last year of my life. It's strange, it's been a good year and all, yet at the same time confusing. It's been eventful, though I'm going to spare this blog of specifics, partly because I don't feel like sharing and partly because if I want you to know about things I'll tell you myself.

I'm still not where I thought I'd be at 22. I'm close, but not fully there. I still don't know exactly what I want to do with my life. I wish I did, especially considering graduation is like 2 months away. But I don't, nor are there a lot of options at this point. I just have to hope something comes along, someplace I'm meant to be I will find the job posting of. I have options of living though. For once I wouldn't be scrambling to find roommates or anything. I actually have a few options of people to live with. It's all just about if and where we all get jobs. That makes the difference.

In my last moments of 21, I remember the good times and look ahead to the ones yet to come. So bring it on 22. Show me what you've got.